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Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
9:56 pm	And now I'm all alone again Nowhere to turn, no one to go to I did not want your money, sir, I came out here 'coz i was told to. But now the night is near. Now i can make believe he's here. Sometimes I walk alone at night When everybody else is sleeping. I think of him and then I'm happy With the company I'm keeping. The city goes to bed. And I can live inside my head. On my own Pretending he's beside me All alone I walk with him 'til morning Without him, I feel his arms around me And when I lose my way, I close my eyes And he has found me! In the rain the pavement shines like silver All the lights are misty in the river In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight And all I see is him and me forever and forever. And I know it's only in my mind, That I'm talking to myself and not to him And although I know that he is blind, Still I say there's a way for us! I love him But when the night is over He is gone, the river's just a river Without him, the world around me changes The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers I love him But every day I'm lonely All my life I've only been pretending. Without me, his world will go on turning The world is full of happiness that I have never known I love him, I love him,I love him... but only on my own. (Comment on this)
9:47 pm	We Will Mock You The school play thing. It was amazin. Great songs. Great acting. Pamela looked amazin and she sung really really well! Was the bestest groupie i ever did see ^_^ I have talented friends. God there were so many cute/cool/lovable characters. Wish i was seeing it again tonight, yes thats how great it was. Soo wanna be in it next year. Gonna be hard to top this years though Sarah stayed the night at mine afterwards. Was fun. School ends tomorrow. Canada : 9th -> 26th England: 30th -> 6th (Comment on this)
Monday, June 19th, 2006
8:29 pm	*sniff* Ugh im ill *mutters* It is no fun at all =( I guess when someone really cares about you they dont care if you sick or not. They wanna see you even if theres a chance they could cath whatever you have. And no matter how crap you think you look they say tell you that you look beautiful (even if you dont belive em) I love scott soooo much. 1 year and 1/2 i've been with him now =) Can't think of anyone else i'd rather want to be with. ^_^ (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
10:09 pm	*rants* i hate her she spoils everything grrr i am mad very mad right now *fumes* (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 28th, 2006
9:55 pm	hmm i hardly ever update this anymore poor journal i think i should just update my myspace http://www.myspace.com/tweetybirdies89 i think i will do that yes unless im bored lets see how this goes (Comment on this)
Monday, May 15th, 2006
9:36 pm	dont marry her, have me *sings* scott has told me to update. so i shall. not that anyone reads this but you scott, lol. well lets see. i have spent time with my mates. revised. spend time with my boy. satursday i went climbing. hurt my arms =( but it was ever so fun. was a few partys there with little boys whose vicses hadn't broken yet, it was painful! sunday i went to scotts. we messed about. had tea. i got slagged off. (choobe = tuba, i have a driving liscence, i am 17, i am going to canada!). watched 'flight plan' - very good. watched lee evans and the british comdey thing. then went to "bed". was good. this morning i woke up. saw scott. that made me smile =D then i had to leave. but he got the trian to anniesland with me. i love him for that. missed him. came home and revised. wathced 'much ago about nothing' - was good, loads of good actors, beased on shakespear play. beautiful south on sat. got cds today. mum/dad/sis fed up of me playing them. the summer is gonna be fun. canada with my family. england with scott. ^_^ i need to get a job... damn oh well ^_^ Current Mood: happyish Current Music: beautiful south (Comment on this)
Friday, April 28th, 2006
8:41 pm	My Dearest.... My dearest, I've missed you very, very much since that last night we were together. And I'll hold that night especially in my memories for years to come. I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately. I've read your letter through at least four times, and will probably read it more times before I'm through. I've been sitting here, looking at your picture, and getting more homesick every minute. I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of, except of course, you yourself. I keep thinking of you darling. I keep wishing I could be home with you. I want to leave in the worst possible way so I can come home to see you, but, things don't look so good on that subject. And this war has spoiled a lot of things for everyone I guess. I've never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now. I'm completely lost with out you darling. I never realized I could miss any one person so much. I just hope it won't be too much longer until I am able to be with you again, and live a sane and normal life (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 20th, 2006
8:56 pm	I Feel So... Sometimes I wish I was brave I wish I was stronger I wish I could feel no pain I wish I was young I wish I was shy I wish I was honest I wish I was you, not I Cause I feel so mad I feel so angry I feel so callused so lost, confused again I feel so cheap so used, unfaithful let's start over Sometimes I wish I was smart I wish I made cures for how people are I wish I had power I wish I could lead I wish I could change the world for you and me Cause I feel so mad I feel so angry I feel so callused so lost, confused again I feel so cheap so used, unfaithful let's start over Current Mood: pensive (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
8:23 pm	Fate fell short this time ur smile fades in the summer Place ur hand in mine I'll leave when I wanna Wednesday: Went to see gareth's badn play at cathouse. Scott got us lost (again) looking for kfc (turned out it was on the same street at cathouse *sighs*). Finally got into cathouse. Met up with everyone =) Listened to bands. All pretty good. Left early, at about 9:30, with scott, sarah, rory and hamish. Went to newsadgents with them to get food. Got train back. Was attacked my pirates between partick and anniesland, but i fought them off ^_^ Thursday/Friday: Revision probably. Saturday: Went to scotts. Messed about. Bet on horses, got 2, my first choise (whispered secret - picket for the name) fell at the first jump... however my seconds choice won ^_^ so yeah. his parents went out. i watched him make tea and listened to music chanells. watchd 'just married' and the last bit of 'scary moive 2'. his parents came back. got to bed at about 1. Sunday: Scott woke my up and 7. Lay in bed till 10. Got train home. Mum, dad, nicola and myself went to some fawlkin thing. Held and flew loads of birds. Owls, egals, hawlks. Very good, pretty interesting. Would love to get a bird of pray *nods*. Went out for grumpas b-day meal. Harry Ramsdens... was the only one that had chicken, hee hee. Monday: Met up with everyone at central at about 12:30 (me, scott, kirsty d, cat, sabina, katie, sophie, sarah, sean, frazer, sneddon and some other guy). Got off at the stationed for the secc (megabowl at clydebank closed down *sobs*). Got sorta lost on way there. Went to mac d's. Went bolwing. Lost first game, won second game. Went back to Mac D's. Messed about in the arcade (pool, dance macheine, fighing stuff... i just watched though, wasnt very happy, but im good now, yay). Got train back with kirsy, cat and scott. Got lost on way to train station, lol. Scott came back to mine. I was glad he did, cheered me up ^-^ Tuesday: Did pottery thing today in the morning. Purple/black stirped cup/saucer with skull and crossbones. Was pleased with myself. Called scott up and talk for about an hour, lol. I love him, aye. Tomrrow: shopping, yay ^_^ Current Mood: im happy Current Music: Blink 182 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 2nd, 2006
9:03 pm	Dare you trust the music of the night? Scott came to mine at 2:30 yesterday. Went to shopes to get phone top up. Came back to mind and umm... =D Just lay on bed and talked for ages. Had tea. Got train to claring accademy. stood in queue for about 20 mins. went in. firs t2 suppoet bands were alright. LESS THAN JAKE were amazin. scott didnt let me go in circle pit *hands head* oh well. danced. met kirsy d there, gave her big hug. was too hot. i loved it. wanst allowed to talk on car jounry back coz soctt wanted to listen to clasical music *rolls eyes*. great night out. today i revised. watched phantom of the opera. love that movie. im annoyed at someone at the moment, hate it when people sneek around behind your back *fumes* i missed scott today. cant wait till wednesday. that is all. Current Mood: blank Current Music: phantom of the opera (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 31st, 2006
8:12 pm	Guess i should update... Not been up to much, the usus really, seeins mates/scott. Going to rocky horror picture show with my gals (and scott) I went to see Jimmy Carr with scott. Very funny. Met him afterwards =D =D =D fell down mudy hill, got dirty, was no amused. Going to see less than jake tomorrow with scott. should be amazin. went to town today with mes amiz (pamela, catriona, sarah, laura, vanessa). had lunch at some place called the sleeping monkey??? very very good. OREOS!!!! went to see ice-age. got there about half an hour early, nobody was there so we danced at the front. ticket guys laughed at us. talked to nice tickets guys and they offered to sing us a song =) watched ice age, hee hee hee! good movie. messed about. went home. brian is perfect ^_^ too tired to update more, dont see the point really, nobody reads it. Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
9:51 pm	Hold On To Me Never Let Me Go Isn't it funny how you can totally forget about some people and things you did and then an old picture/film/song/email reminds you of all again? Certin memories, people, specific moments, and all the random crap you've done.. Just realised a lot of stuff has changed over the past few years. I haven't seen or talked to some of the people i used to call friends for ages. Wonder if any of them think about me... I guess i dont wanna be forgotten. Funny how things change over time... i guess its for the best. 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore Current Mood: penisve Current Music: Nicklback (Comment on this)
Monday, March 20th, 2006
9:45 pm	Friday: i have no recolection)sp?) of what i did this day Satursday: Worked in the morining. Went to supoermarket and got food for party, wow that was fun =P People arrived at six. Gemma, Kirstie, Cat, Pamela, Catriona P, Laura, Vanessa and Catherine (my poor wee sarah was sick so she could come). Opened pressies, cheers guys (cds, socks, arm thinkings, bumper sticker - "sticks and stones may break my bones but whips and chains excite me", purple fluffy handcuffs, and 2 DUCKS, dvds...etc). Talked. Had pizza. Took picture. Talked more. Watched 'the breakfast club' - very good movie. Talked more. People started to leave at 11. Everyone had left be 11:30ish. Got to bed at 12. My friends really do rock. They are amazin =D Sunday: Worked in the morning. Went to scotts for 3:30. Arrived to find scott wasnt in, so i chated to his mum for a big and talked to his aunt =P When he can we just talked really. Messed about a bit. Wasted time. Lay on bed and listened/watched him practice for violin exam (hes very good and he shall pass with flying colours). Listned to music. Went on computer. Watched a bit of 'bleu man group. Listned to him talking on the phone with james. Snuggled. Then i went home. I was sad to leave. Cant wait till next weekend ^_^ Today: i went to school. Pamela called me an anorexic(sp?) elephant =P hee hee. Who need enemys with mates like mine... i love em really. Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Greenday (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 16th, 2006
9:54 pm	Lets get those teen hearts beating faster. Faste. Faster. tuesday: i saw scott after school. it was good. i love him. wednesday: pe sucked. i dint like it. had a good chat with my girlies. today: bunny went to the vets, poor wee thing. its alright now =) some stuff went wrong but i sorted it out. it was a strange sorta day. everyone at skl being really snappy at the moment, specially the teachers. wish i could leave. oh well. im gonna do art and english next year so im happy. cant wait till sat stupid new layout me and scott = 1 year 3 months today, feels like forever <3 <3 Current Mood: pensive Current Music: music (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 12th, 2006
8:23 pm	Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off *signs* Went to Gemmas 16th bday party yesterday, load of fun. Gemma, me, catriona, sarah, pamela, kirtie and catherine. Watched gemma open her pressies. Talked. Avoided get squirted with pamela water pistol =P (failed misrable). Watched 'nepolen dynomite' (was alright) wtile eating pizza. Chatted and ate yet more food - crips, sweets, chocolate. Wathced '10 things i hate about you' (i love that movie!!!). Then pamela, kirstie and catherine left. Took some photos. Ate more. It started to snow. Talked. Played truth - got some very intesting answers, lol. Watched 'romeo and julite' (love this movie also). Talked. Eneded up going to bed at like 4/5am coz we needed to wait up for gemmas big sister. Woke up at about 9. Snow still thick. Went outside in the snow in pj's and bare feet, it was feezin suprisingly! Got ready. Started my treak home. Listned to Indian Jones on the way home *hums theme tune*. Almost walked into an old man.. he laughed at me =P Was supoed to see scott but i couldnt coz of the stupied snow. Must habe spent about 3 hours on phone to him, hmmm. I miss him. I get to see him on tuesday =) The End. Current Music: Panic! At The Disco (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
9:40 pm	Could u stop my heart beating? Its always beating, sinking like a weight... Met scott at train staton at 5:30. Got train to partick then the underground to Carling Accademy. Waited in queue. Got stickers and hugs. Got in ta about 7. Sat down and had a drink. Listened t suport band, they were alright. Talked to some random people. Guy had cool wee clicking thing from the lynx adver(starting ben afflect), he looked like james blunt also. Yellowcard came on. Amazin. Sang. Jumped. Danced. Ocean Avenue was the last song. And what an amazin song it was. Hung about after concert coz taxi was taking a while to come, i had totally lost my voice by this time. Got ticket signes by violinist, drummer and lead singer =D =D =D wish i was will there. The Plan: Get good grades, leave school, go to uni or get job. Being happy would be a nice extra. I learned something new about someone today. Very exting. Current Mood: pensive Current Music: PANIC! at the disco (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 5th, 2006
9:36 pm	I Like Toast *sings* I am 17 now =D cd's dvd's camera etc. amazin. Scott came to mine *hugs* (cheers for the pressies, i love em!). Messed about for a bit ;) Went out for tea. Very good, some italian place. Came back to mine. "watched" xXx =P then we took him home =( Today i met scott at station at 2. Met everyone else at queen street (cat, claire, sabina, brian, greeny, kevin, kirst d). Walked about shops. Talked. Got my hair messed up several times. Went to see 'chicken little' was alright. Got gunny bears, had fun with them =) WEnt in car with greeny, brian, kevin and scott. I was in the middle seat, got molested a lot, tickled, hair messed up, was generally bullied =P Took car to cats to get brians trivium ticket. had to wait till she got back coz she took the train back. Took kirdy d back to her house, had to sit on scotts lap for that part of the car journy. music was good. had tea at scotts. very nice. cuddled in bed for a bit =D then i went home =( Yellowcard on tuesday!!!!! ************* Young Derrick would love to take my order He works at the coffee place just up the street He's happy and annoying with a smirk the size of Texas He's my coffee enemy Would you like a mochacino? Or perhaps a cappucino? Or maybe a frappucino? Said Derrick wearing the chinos All I really want is a cup of coffee So strong the spoon stands up just a cup of coffee All I really want is a cup of coffee Give me a friggin' cup of coffee, Derrick You should try out biscotti Or a low-cal cabbage cookie This muffin's only 3.50 And what's super great is that it's fat free Don't wanna smell like an espresso With your coffee scented soap Maybe you should have some chai tea Or maybe join me in some tai chi All I really want is a cup of coffee In a non-biodegradable cup just a cup of coffee All I really want is a cup of coffee Give me a friggin' cup of coffee Oh Derrick why won't you listen to me I don't want a magazine or a CD I don't want a latte or a frappe Just give me a coffee that doesn't taste crappe All I really want is a cup of coffee Give me a friggin' cup of coffee Current Music: arrogant worms (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
9:37 pm	even though you are next to me I still feel so alone I dont even think anyone read this anymore but i dont care. Im bored. Sorta. Anywaz Laura's 17th b-day party yesterday. Had ourself a nice wee party so we did. Talked for the first hour and messed about =) Then we started to watch this urm intesrting transexual movie but we turned it off. Watched ROCK HORROR PICTURE SHOW. *sings 'let do the time warp again'* Yeah we just had to do the dance and sing. Loads of fun. Ate loads of junk stuff, amazin chcolate cake, me and catriona got addicted to the quavers =S Had good time. Tum tee tum. Got course choise thing out today. Cant really be bothered to pick. Got to much damn homework. Wanna leave skl. I hate it! Cant wait till the weekend. Gonna have a good saturday =) Might go to the cinema on sunday with mes amis <3 Yellowcard concert on tuesday, yay =) Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt I remember the look in your eyes When I told you that this was goodbye You were begging me not tonight Not here, not now We're looking up at the same night sky And keep pretending the sun will not rise Be together for one more night Somewhere, somehow If I could find you now things would get better We could leave this town and run forever I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together Let your waves crash down on me and take me away 1. Men are like ...... Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like ...... Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ...... Weather ..... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ...... Blenders .... You need one, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ..... .Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like .. ....Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like ...... Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like .......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ...... Mascara . ....They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like ......Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like . ....Lava Lamps ... Fun to look at, but not very bright. Current Mood: okay Current Music: Yellowcard (Comment on this)
Monday, February 27th, 2006
9:52 pm	Somebody Hates Me i just made an enemy of someone i don't know and they are upset about somethin' that i must have done. it really doesn't make much sense well i've got no statement in my defense i know, no matter what, no matter who, no matter what i do, somebody hates me and i hate somebody too. did you misunderstand something that i did or was there one of my jokes that you didn't get or do you think you've got the way i think all figured out. what did i say, to make you feel i'm not cool now? i know, no matter what no matter who no matter what i do, somebody hates me, and i hate somebody too. i know its wrong, but i do it to and i guess i should say, don't let it get to you. i know, no matter what no matter who no matter what i do somebody hates me and i hate somebody too somebody like you!!! (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 26th, 2006
9:16 pm	And isn't this exactly where you'd like me, I'm exactly where you'd like me you know Wednesday: podracing!!! got the friction burns to prove it *pleased with self* scott came to mine after school. good fun. love him sooo much. Friday: Got hiar cut. Kirsties 17th b-day party. Met at her house at 7 and watched the opening of the presies. Went to the loft for tea. Got past the bouncers, guess that means we look 18 but then.. got chuked out for being to young after about 10 mins, hee hee. Had tea at next door restaraunt. Loads of fun. Guy said 'bye bye kiddies' *mutters*. Went back to hers. Had cake, sweets and junk food, lol. Saturday: Met scott at train station, talked to elizabeth and paul while i was waiting for him. Met cat and kirsty d at kfc at 3. Had food. Met sarah at 4:30 at kfc. Went to queue. Met people: kirsty d's mates, rory, tor, hamish and frazer =) Got inside. Had a good old time dancing. Met everyone again. Dancned the night away. God hit on head several times with posters and once on the ass o_O Spent most of the time on the metal floor. Everyone look lovly i have to say (FISHNETS!!!) Hugs for everyone before we left. Took scott home. Sarah stayed over at mine. STayed up till about 2 talking. Sunday: Sarah left at 10. Wored. Went to cats house. Watched batman. Went on internet. Talked. Had tea. Good fun. Great weekend, need to have more of em =) 17 next sat *celebrates* Current Mood: happy (and tired) Current Music: PANIC! at the disco (Comment on this)